My instincts and my brain are telling me two completely different things. What I want and what I need are complete opposites. I don't know what to do.

I'm only hoping that time will help me figure it out.

time

I'm feeling the need to journal, but I can't seem to find my my old one. This will do since nobody really reads it anyway.

I just never thought I could miss someone so much. I know that time apart is the right thing, but I never imagined the right thing could feel so horrible.

Who knows, maybe time will show us that it wasn't right in the first place. But it could also show us that being apart is more wrong than one could imagine. I have no idea what to think, but I intend to stand strong for now. We both need time to learn and grow from our mistakes and to sort out our thoughts in order to act rationally instead of rashly.

This is starting to sound like an essay, but writing helps. I feel lost and broken, but I believe that time will help me.

Speedy Grocery Shopping

Here's a video I made yesterday for no real reason. It amused me. Normally the sound doesn't just cut off so who knows what happened here.

Insomnia Part...a lot

I haven't posted in some time, but I'm back and filled with joy. Not really....It's just 4:48 a.m. and I'm wide awake. A little over an hour ago I was fast asleep, but I'm not quite sure what happened. I am contemplating putting on my running shoes and going over to our little 24 hour gym to go for a run and tire myself out, but I feel like it might just get me more pumped up. Ahh this is crazy. Normally my insomnia prevents me from falling asleep, but this morning it just woke me up and kept me up. How rude.

The amount of slush on

The amount of slush on the stairs of ballantine decreases exponentially as you go up 3 floors... Pretty gross

Rod-governor douche

This is what I pictured as I was driving on 355 last night...it is a terrible photoshop job, but it really just makes me laugh.

tres mil

I surpassed 3000 views on RedBubble today! It seems not too long ago that I had reached 2500, hopefully the increased views are a good sign. Watch out art world, Danielle Kay is movin' on up.